Soldier Mikasa x Fem!Reader

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"It's all we could have done."

"I know."

"Mikasa...."

The wind whisked around her locks of ebony. The strands of raven mixing with that, of (h/c).

Her pale hand, clutched in a tight embrace, with yours. Scarred that if she let go, she would never feel the feeling of your warm skin caressing hers.

All Mikasa did was stare enviously at the gray tinted sky. Oh, what it would be like to be free among them, not having to feel pain. To be living in the sea of clouds, with the ones she loved. But, even the most beautiful of skies had an occasional storm.

She glanced at the angelic face, of her other half, as a small,but meaningful, squeeze was emitted from her hand.

(Y/n) had always expressed her dreams of seeing the outside walls. She would lay next to Mikasa and speak with wonder on every inch of her being. Her eyes used to sparkle at the relentless desire of what lays beyond the walls.

Now that she's here, she would much rather be just about anywhere else.

"I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, Mika. I was in the way. You should've saved them. I -"

The constricting of her throat cut off her sentence, as tears pooled out of orbs of (e/c).

Everything that they had known was swooped from under them. If only she had been the one to go. If she had just done something differently, Mikasa wouldn't have tried to save her. They needed Mikasa, to tend to, what they believed the approaching figure was, the female titan.

But no.

After you had found out, you vowed to not forgive yourself, as you were sure Mikasa never would. After all, Eren was the first to go....

Mikasa's eyes clenched tightly. Tears clawing their way from her own eyes. Still not letting go of her soft hand, Mikasa sat up, bringing the woeful girl with her.

Taking both of her shoulders into a powerful grip, Mikasa's eyes bored a sharp look into (Y/n)'s. So many emotions contained in that one look, (Y/n) felt like she couldn't move.

"I don't regret saving you. I never will. Would you have saved me, even if it meant being the only ones left?"

"Y-Yes, but-"

"Then it's settled. I don't regret what I did. If I lost you, there's be no point in me fighting those damn creatures. It would all be for nothing, if I you were gone. In my mind, the war is lost, when you leave me."

(Y/n)'s shaking hand touched Mikasa's damp cheek. She ghosted the pad of her thumbs across the tears, as if her love would shatter.

Mikasa roughly pulled (Y/n) into a warm embrace, not giving a damn about anything, but being able to hold her in her arms.  Leaving little sprinkling butterfly kisses on her face, (Y/n) actually smiled for the first time, since they found out that all of the others had been taken out, by the titans.

(Y/n) may not know how much longer they have on this hellish planet, and Mikasa didn't either. But as long as she had her strong soldier, her world would keep spinning.